Just wondering how I could become a better person. I wish there was a book on how to live life. Well I know the bible is suppose to help I guess, but I rather not read something that tells me I’m gonna go to hell if I do this or that… I have really been caring how a lot of people view or think of me lately. Why? I’m not exactly sure. I have a few thoughts tho. One, is perhaps...
I’m so in love I want to cry! #SohappyIcouldDie
The idea of giving up on college and getting a full time job sometimes appeals to me more than going to school raising massive amounts of debt and struggling, simply because I have so little support from my family. I don’t know if they are doing what they can or if they just simply don’t care. Most times i do feel neglected and that I am trying to reach a dream that is simply...
Believe In Yourself!
I can’t believe my first year of college is finally coming to an end. I literally have about 3 days left! As I sat and studied for my voice final I thought about all the things I’ve been through just to get to the place I am currently at. I’m very happy with how my life is unfolding, and I believe that it is because I made the decision that after high school I would live everyday...
Speaking it in existence.
Now that 2012 is here, I have re-routed myself to speak all things into existence! My big Sister Tiffany taught me this lesson on New Years day. Claim what’s yours!!!! I was moved by her telling me this, and I will live on with that motto. I have so many things that I am working on, and I am now CLAIMING IT ALL!!!! I have worked hard, I have sacrificed, I have studied!!! My goals will be...
Even after all the horrible mostly false shit you have said about me, my mother, and aunts….I STILL LOVE YOU. Even if I may never see you or talk to you ever again…I STILL LOVE YOU. The funny thing about unconditional love is that the worse could happen and the love is still there. When I see all this bullshit you write, my instant emotion isn’t anger. The emotion that I feel...
Never stop jumping.– (via cookiecuttersmiles)
Get Ready TOOOO RAMBLLLLEEEE!!!!
So it’s been awhile since I’ve been on here. I think I needed to let my thoughts get collected before I posted on here. I don’t think they are fully collected, but what I have, I wanted spill out…haha. SO SCHOOOOL STARTED!!! So far I LOVE IT!!! I really do love it. This school has met and surpassed my expectations, BUT I do feel I should explore a different ground. I have...
As I Go On. (Thank You's)
It’s midnight, and today will be my first one on one private acting class. I must admit I am very nervous. Even though I know that this teacher is there to help me. I am just nervous to find out where my ability stands. I wonder is it bad for me to have these wonders!? Even though I want him to basically lay it flat. Do I have what it takes to be in this industry or not?….. All I can...
So I’ve finally fallen in love with two monologues. Now, I must learn them!!!! It’s so ironic that I am an actor, and FORGET THINGS ALL THE TIME!!! The process of me learning new material is a LONG and intense one. I just need to sit down, relax, and take myself into the setting of the piece. I think tomorrow, and the rest of the week would be the perfect time to memorize. I have a...
Because I Can't Sleep...
Because I can’t sleep I thought it would be productive to write a blog. It would waste time, and get some things that were lingering in my mind out into the open. First thing, I LOVE MY JOB. I absolutely LOVE Macy’s, while there are some glitches and kinds that needs to be straightened the most part I lovem My. Job. Seeing different people everyday, making people feel good about...
In Preperation. (Mind spill)
Since graduation and the beginning of summer. I feel like I’ve entered some sort of preparation state. Starting college in the fall, acting, and voice classes. I have a lot of work ahead of me!! I just want to learn as much as I possibly can! I know the only thing to do now is ask God for the strength and guidance. I hate to say, but there were times where I thought I had failed myself...
This month has been one of the those many months where I sit down and think about where I’m going, and whose going with me. It pertains to my future education/career, my significant other, and friends. I seriously feel like I am on a level waiting to get on a elavator to go to the next level with all my people, but there is a weight capacity on the elavator and I have to ultimately leave...
The journey is beginning! Volume 2 of life is writing it’s first pages of my life. Adulthood, higher education, and opportunities are soon to come. It seems like a moment that I’ve been waiting since my existence! I just hope this is a “Moment for Life”. I will continue to pray and thank God for what he has given me thus far! I’m just so happy to know what makes me...
I hate when I can’t see where I’m going… But I guess that is the beauty of life right. To take it a day at a time, and accept what it gives you? But do I really have to accept what it gives me? Is it really wrong to think idealistically? I wish all these questions could be answered.
I'm In Love!
With my craft!! Hahaha..Seriously I think it would be selfish of me to fall in love with someone when I know in less than a year I would have moved to another part of the country, starting a new life. The only exception is if the person that I fell in love with has plans to go to the same destination as me…Other than that sorry! Plus I’mmm way to young, dedicated, and focused to put...
I used to hate when people used to say that when performing in front of people, you have to be naked. I never understand that concept, and I think I took it way too literal. Now I understand exactly what it is saying! You’ve allowed yourself to be in the fore front for the audiences judgements. Almost as if you you were naked. They stare at you, all eyes are watching your every move!!! It...
Things are just not the same….*Sigh*….
Love you like a brother, treat you like a friend, respect you like a lover.– Miguel
Am I really that mean??? No seriously…this is one post where I want real feedback! So people am I a meany?? Be honest.
Seeing to believe
I’ve always been told that my life is a paradox… and now I see. :)
Is This apart of My Maturation?
I don’t want to sound ungrateful, but I am starting to lose interest in all of my friendships… That sounds crazy but I am. I mean all of them. For some reason none of them feel the same! I have this feeling now, that i just want to start completely over, and begin on a new blank slate. I knew that I got over people easily, but now it’s just like I’m now tired of everyone....
One thing that I can say that I have a clear vision of is priorities. I have to give thanks to my family for branding that into my life. I constantly see friends steer away from something they should be doing because of temporary pleasurable things. I love to act for the future! :) For some reason I enjoy doing things that I’m supposed to do. Does that sound weird? I’m not going to...
I can’t believe years ago I would be SO excited for this night/day. Man how times have changed. I’m not gonna say that I am dreading this day, but it hasn’t been the best. It actually hasn’t been the best month. I can say right now at this moment I am comfy, I have the wool pulled from over my eyes, and see quite clearly. I will sleep calmly tonight! The antibiotics have...
Man what am I suppose to do when I have BAD days like this? My fuckin head is literally throbbing right now. The fact that some of these fuckin colleges are so unorganized doesn’t make the situation better either. I pretty damn sure I sent my transcripts, recommendations, and things to you about 2 weeks ago. Why the fuck are you emailing me to send them in. Do you check your fucking mail?...
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X on XMAS
This is really odd, but I have not had the Christmas spirit what so ever. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate the birth of Christ, but the whole give and recieve… and be joyous has not been in my brain this year. I used to really love this holiday/season, but now I just don’t care. Is this me growing, or me losing my joyous/happy personality? Hopefully this attitude changes when I...
This time won’t you save me? Baby I can feel myself giving up.
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